I feel a some what strong desire to confess how empty life is.
Don't feel that I think YOUR life is more fulfilling. I think YOUR life is empty too.
We do the same shit day in and day out. Why the hell does life have to be about being human? I want to escape human life. My problem is that I don't believe in mind altering substances that many others tend to go the route of.
Materialism and chasing after man made things is kinda empty too.
It brings me back to the original dilemma of how empty life is.
Some fill their empty life up with marriage to a meaningful or exciting mate. That only works for a short period of time till your mate rakes you over the coals and you feel empty again.
Many spiritual people feel that the true end to emptiness is a personal relationship with Jesus or God. What happens if you have this relationship with God and you still feel empty? Does that mean that God is spending more time with other people and He didn't spend enough time with you? Or maybe, is every ones relationship with God some psychedelic mind gig thing in which God is omnipresent and He some how spends lots of time with lots of people at the same time. Kinda like a Christian orgy with no sex taking place.
I don't believe in mind altering substances and I do not believe in suicide. I never feel suicidal. I don't know why I don't, I just don't. Then again, on the opposite end of the spectrum, I don't feel a supreme excited fulfillment of joyous perfection pleasure in life.
Which brings me back to the originating thought of this thread.
Life is pretty much empty.
Don't feel that your life is better.
I think your life is empty too.
I am kinda sharing all of this emptiness for a reason. I feel a bonding to YOU at this moment via spiritually connecting my empty life to your empty life.
How are YOU doing today, you empty person?
This empty person is doing OK.
If my emptiness subsides a little bit a little more later, I may think it a fun thing to hook up with one of these empty escort girls so that her emptiness and my emptiness can join and produce some sexual immorality in which the final outcome is that we both had a bonding experience of emptiness but her emptiness is about $100 richer, mine is $100 poorer, but that insights me to do more work in my empty lackluster career so that I can spend some intimate time with a fellow empty girl as fulfillment of our mutual emptiness.
Since this is an emptiness thread, please share anything about your life that you feel is empty.
If you feel nothing in your life is empty and you just took a nice long relieving pee, then write about how it feels to have an empty bladder, OK?
I don't feel as empty at this moment cause spiritually YOU are reading my empty words which makes me feel closer to YOU. When two or more empty people are gathered in Jesus' name, there are two people who are empty in the presence of Jesus.
If those empty people who are in Jesus' presence are preachers, they may or may not be empty, but if they preach on TV, they are rich empty bastards and bitches.
I am Psychedelic. I am empty. Please share YOUR emptiness.