An illusion, a dilution, a perception, a mirage. Is some thing real? Things are real but are they really real? As sure as Phil Spector >>> http://en.wikipedia....ki/Phil_Spector <<< pulled the trigger that one unfortunate night and Lana Clarkson's head and teeth disappeared, all his millions of $ and the fact that her never intended to kill her, really mattered. Only the facts mattered, a lovely woman was dead and she was dead due to the misfortune of a man who was not her enemy and most definitely had no malice intent, but none of that mattered. All that mattered is that his finger pulled the trigger and she is dead and the end result is he got life in prison.
Notice the weather change. Winter is definitely behind us. You most definitely will not need your space air heater any longer. Soon you'll have to be cranking up your homes central AC or the window unit. A word that we have not had to use in many months will be a common part of our vocabulary, that word is humidity. We'll soon go from dreary cold skies in which the sound of a train horn travels much further, into blue skies with puffy cirrus clouds and you can feel the uncomfortable moisture in the air.
To the hobbyist, does any of this really matter? Well yes, but only as a side line deterrent or reality of life. To the true hobbyist, all that really matters is having a steady line of new women to sample. THAT is really all that matters. Every thing else is a side line derivative and variable of that #1 premise. Having money matters, cause with out money the wheels and gears of the hobbyist machine will no longer function. In the same manner, a hobbyist must have general good health. If your dick doesn't rise to the occasion or if your heart can not handle brisk physical activity, all the hot babes in the world might be eye candy to you, but you can't experience them to the fullest extent.
Yesterday, I noticed that Maylin was on at 1pm afternoon. I had some chores and work obligations to attend to, but figured I could be free by 6 or 7pm, shower up and make a call and hopefully Maylin would still be on. My chores tied me up till later. I popped half a Cialis, showered, shaved and dressed. It wasn't till 9:30pm that I made the call. I have some nerve, thinking that a girl who's been on since 1pm would still be available at 10pm or so.
I chat with Dennis, the night time phone guy, and make a request for Maylin. He informs me she's already left for the evening, but he'd give her a quick call and see if she was up to a date. Long story short, I kid you not, Dennis calls me back 10 minutes or so later after getting her voice mail. She was already 20 miles away into her drive home, but Dennis mentioned to her that Psychedelic would like to have a half hour date with you, are you interested? Maylin says, for Psychedelic, yes!
Returning to the thoughts of paragraph #1, being that this was going to be my second date with Maylin, am I illusioned to believe that Maylin REALLY likes me and would make this special trip after her normal working hours, just to see ME ? As one who feels he is a true hobbyist dog with zero prime directive issues, in a hobby where IMO many Johns are looking for love in all the wrong places, I have no illusion that Maylin loves me, but I do know that whether it be due to being a nominee for an Oscar or that it is sincere from her heart. OMG Maylin is a super GFE (girl friend experience) on steroids with ME.
I see her at the incall location, sorta kinda out side. We both walk up to the room. I am in love again as I observe Maylin's super hot body walking before. me. Maylin is 5' 1" and 90 pounds. My previous review of her was titled MY Chicken Wing Dinner. If you like girls skinny and pretty, Maylin will give you a hard on. YMMV (your mileage may vary), but she DFK's (deep French kiss) with me so passionately that if DFK'ing could produce a cum shot, she'd be pregnant cause my tongue would have cum in her mouth and her tongue dawdling with mine would have been a mutual climax. This girl totally 100% gives of her self. Is it just to me??? I don't know. This is part of the illusion, delusion and misperception that I believe a lot of guys who are looking for love or have prime directive issues, have a hard time understanding. They REALLY want to love the girl and REALLY want to have a relationship with her. I don't specifically mean Maylin, I mean ANY escort who really knows how to lay on the GFE.
I am a hobbyist dog. I am used to this type of treatment via girls who are good at their craft. I think some guys are really looking for love in a woman for hire.
Call is made in and we are on the clock. Mutual clothes disappear. Holding and hugging Maylin with both clothes on and clothes off is totally fulfilling. She mentions to me how she likes that too. I say I can do a whole date just holding her. Holding her petite naked body is like holding a Barbie doll. You are amazed that this is a real live woman. She is so small and petite. She has a heart, mind and warmth tucked all into this tiny slender body. She is DFK'ing with me as if her and I are GF and BF and are the last two people on earth. I REALLY feel like she is my GF and I feel totally content with her.
Gently lay her on the edge of the bed, part her slender legs with pristine painted toe nails, trimmed short and modelish, and saturate my mouth upon her full fat flowering vagina lips. I intake them and they become fully played with and saturated in warm secretions. This excites me to a point of 3/4 semi firmness and no need for her to manipulate Mr Happy. A thin rain coat is put on and literally for a solid 25 minutes straight, I thrust her in mish, doggy and spooning, lay on our sides doggy. There is total full body upon body contact and 100% adjoining and grinding of mutual groin and genital areas, we are intertwined as one.
It amazes me what money can buy. I say to a hot babe young 30's civilian friend of mine, what are that chances that a 50 year old man, in every day unpaid for life, can bed an 18 to 23 year old slender hot babe woman, every other day or 3 times a week? She said there is zero chance. I say unless you are a Beatles member or a rock star at age 50, there is no way in all hell, even if you are extremely socially smooth and devote 4 hours or more a day going through all the labor and bull shit of picking up women, that you are gonna bed 3 slender hot babe 18 to 23 year olds a week. That is of course, unless you are a hobbyist.
Was my interaction with Maylin real? I don't know what the hell it was, but it sure beats a problematic real relationship with a civilian woman. Kiri a few nights ago. Samantha a couple nights prior to that. Alaina a few nights before that. Cameron a night or two before that. India a few nights prior to that. All slender, all pretty. Is it real?!!! It is as real as the fact that Phil Spector is in prison now and Lana Clarkson is 6 feet under. It is as real as the fact that some day some calamity is gonna kill each and every one of us, even if that calamity is simply old age at 99 years old.
Rare is any other form of life gonna afford the multitude spectrum of easily bedding so many willing beautiful young women, as is thee life of thee hobbyist.
Maylin has such a good time with me, I am almost disillusioned to believe that she would like to be my girl friend and even if there was no $ exchanged, she likes me soooo much she would do this for free with me!!! ha ha ha ha ha ha yeah right!!!! Perhaps if I drank more than one beer in a day or was a partyer, I might alter my state of consciousness to truly believe that I was so great and so special. I am content with the sobering reality that simply via being an average regular ole guy, who can afford the session fee of 2 or 3 lovely young ladies a week, there is the male equivalent of Cinderella's glass slipper. One doesn't have to be Hugh Hefner to get a working class mans sampling concept of how Hefner might live.
OMG, Maylin is thee total fulfillment of heart, mind, body and soul.
What a beautiful young lady and truly a gift from the Hobbyist Gods above!!! Every inch of her tiny petite body is to be worshiped and adored. Some thing we dabbled with on this date that she hinted upon at the ending of our last date, YMMV, but Maylin conveyed to me that she is the submissive type and enjoys many of the things I wrote about in my review of Ashley. Hence therefore, as I was riding the lovely Maylin in doggy and she was commenting how she loved the warmth of my balls slapping on her ass, I started spanking her hot ass cheeks. She said she loved it and it was gonna make her cum. She asked me to pull her hair too. YMMV, but between the hair pulling, ass smacking and hard doggy ride, my girl friend Maylin really seemed to be enjoying her self. DFK galore through out every thing. A totally fulfilling time.
Rain coat off, I lay on my back as thee lovely petite Maylin sucks my throbbing cock. She takes it deep into her mouth and makes love to my cock. She HJ's (hand job) and sucks me. Then HJ's me fast. She doesn't like CIM, (cum in mouth) so I let her briskly HJ me till I burst a shot of gooey love for her. She towel wipes us up and massages my legs as I lay on the bed awaiting the call saying our time is up.
Maylin is my current ATF. She's earned it via offering me her body and a 100% totally heartfelt date on more than one occasion. I do have the feeling from with in, that if she'd have me as a BF, I could feel content and happy with her. However, in illusionment, disillusion or however a hobbyist perceives life, 2 or 3 slender an beautiful teens to young twenties a week ain't a bad way to go about life. 
Till next time.......
Maylin - 5' 1" 90 Spinner Jamaican Girl - A Really HOT GFE
