I Have an Unusual Personal Confession to Make.....

Well, since a blog is short for web log and it is typically more personal and user friendly than a web site, despite the fact that a blog IS a web site, I have some thing a little personal that I would like to share.  Please, if you are not in the mood to read some personal stuff, or are in a judgmental state of mind, it may be best to not read this.

However......

I know you will read it any way.  Why?  Cause you are reading it via either one of two states of mind.  #1 you sincerely are interested in what is personal that I have to share.  Or #2.  you are looking for verifiable  proof that Psychedelic is crazy !!! :) ha ha ha



Have you ever heard that Hugh Hefner, the Play boy king himself, watches gay porn on his giant screen TV's as he has sex with multitudes of young hot babe blondes?  By the way, he does bare back sex with these girls.  That is info that I picked up via a girl who lived in the Playboy mansion. 

Anyway, so Hef fantasizes via watching men get it on, as he has sex with young hot babes.  As most of you who know of me know, I am a hobbyist.  Hobbyists typically hook up with 1, 2 or 3 or more girls a week.  I qualify with that quota.  Here is what is a little strange though.  Just as I think it is a little strange or unusual that Hef enjoys watching gay porn as he gets it on with hot babe young women, I will share 1 or 2 of my personal peculiarities.

#1.  I typically EXCLUSIVELY masturbate only AFTER having a sexual encounter with an escort or body rub girl (includes AMP's)  I almost look at it as escorts or body rub girls represent my wife and my healthy socialization sexual outlet, no different than a husband should cater sexually to his wife prior to masturbating himself.   What that means to ME, is I almost feel that masturbation is experiencing intimacy with your self, but sex with an escort or body rub girl is experiencing extroverted socialization.

I some times hook up with an escort or body rub girl, to later entitle me to spend intimate masturbation time with my self.

#2  Hef fantasizes about gay porn.  IMO, just because some one fantasizes about some thing, does not necessarily mean that he or she wishes it to come into reality.  Some times a fantasy stays in your mind and that is perfectly fine.  It is never meant to become a reality  Let me give you a non sexual example.  If you are a civilian and you dream of shooting and killing some one, it is probably best for that wish to not materialize.

I often like to observe very unusual things when masturbating.  There is a web site that has all kinds of videos and it is 100% free.  Hundreds of those videos depict hot babe women sucking and being fucked via ho*ses and d*gs.  It is sooo freaky cool to observe.  It is like, wow, I can't believe there are really women on planet earth would would suck and fuck with d*gs and ho*ses, but there are thousands of them, perhaps millions.  It is an under ground fetish and I find it kinky cool to masturbate to.

Another thing that I find sexually attractive as a fantasy, even if I have no interest for it to materialize in my real life, is that of watching a hot babe TS, with a rock hard cock, and watching her fucking a man and having him suck her cock.  It is just bizarre freaky cool.  The TS is totally feminine in every way, a real hot babe,  but she's got this rock hard cock that cums.  I like to masturbate to that.

However, just as Hef's primary sexual desire seems to be later teens to young 20's slender hot babe blondes, his fantasies go else where, mine do too.

Thank you for listening / reading. :)  Is there any thing unusual that you masturbate to?